For someone, who (may) wants to be a part of my live...

Dear you..

How are you, is it life getting harder??? Life is always getting harder everyday.. all we can do are just to work hard and prays. My life is also getting harder and harder. With all of this situations happen. You... i will tell you something, being with me isn't easy dear.. You've to be stronger than me if you want to be a part of my life because i need that one.

Maybe.. you always see i smile, i laugh, it just something like camouflage, maybe they think that my life is quite perfect. But to tell you the truth, I am having a hard time now, but i always pretend that everything is alright, however i am crying inside.

Happy Sunday everyone..

Please do not mad at me, because I make your home dirty, with the gloomy writing. Yahh.. it is still about my dreams. There is a proveb said "The best way to predict our future is with create it" and let's create our future together dear..

Let's make a timeline start from this time..

September, 2015 - I still in my 5th semester. This semester i want to have speaking class in an english course. I want to increasing my speaking skill in english of course because i have Business English subject this semester, beside it i want to preparing my self to have an IELTS next year. And let's study hard, so my GPA will increasing.

December, 2015 - I want to have a simulation IELTS exam. 

Januari - Februari, 2016 - I want to go to Pare and have an intensive course there, ofcourse to prepare the exam.

March/April, 2016 - Let's have The IELTS test. And try to get at least 6 for every part. Bismillah...

July-August, 2016 - Take an internship in a good company. 

November/December, 2016 - Enroll the Work and Holiday visa. It will take long time, so i have to be patience.

Jan/March, 2017 - Graduation ceremony. Aamiin

April/Mei, 2017 - Bismillah.. Semoga sudah bisa nginjak tanah Adelaide/Perth. Aamiin. Living there for a year. May be i'll have very hard time there, but it's the risks. I've to face it.

2019 - Let's have a long enough trip, baby. Trip around South East Asia.

2020 - Bismillah... Go to German to have a master degree and living there for 3 years maybe. 

2022 - Let's have a long enough trip around Europe.

2023/2024 - Mecca and Madina

2025 - Canada and America

that's my future prediction. Yet.. we just arrange the plan, and take it to God. He will determines it for us. But don't forget to pray and work very hard. 

@NNurhafidhah