Sad is...

sadness is when...

your tears aren't wiped away

your fatigue isn't hugged

your anger isn't soothed

your disappointment isn't heeded

and your sacrifices aren't appreciated

Sadness is...

 when your strength is absolute

your resilience is a necessity

and your sanity is inevitable.

Sadness is when the word "sorry" seems forbidden, and "thank you" is so expensive...

My silence...

is now a way to build a tall, sturdy wall made from all the accumulated disappointments and neglected wounds. 

My silence is a way to build a wall when words and tears are no longer useful.

And I have done with all the shits..

Been Years..

 Wow.. it has been years since the last post i made in 2017. 

Few days ago... i decided to start journaling again and thinking this blog. Surprisingly, it still works like it used to be. I wish that this blog can be my safest and the most comfortable place to tell everything, without any coercion, insults, judge, or demands. It is enough to be heard and understood.