I love him with my way..
Silent and don't say it... That's my way. Although I know maybe he loves me too. But now it's not the time. I do not want him to do something that should not be done.
When I miss him, I won't tell him and it is suck you know, but that's my way, When I miss him i am just going to write it in my diary, and I am just going to tell to God.
One I always believe of, If One of he reason I am here because of his rib, just as Hawa was there because of Adam's rib, Then Allah will show the way for me to be with him in the right time. I believe it..
But if Allah does not want me to be with him, I also believe Allah would send me someone who much better for me and for him...
Men and women who don't have any blood relations can't touch it other much less to build any relationships except if they have been married. That's the rules in my religion. And you know, I accept it with pleasure..
So, that's my way to love him because i obey my religion rules...
Novita Nurhafidhah
