long time no write this blog.. last update on April and it has been almost three months. Then, what's make me want to write? Because i have something that should be told. For me this is the best "place" to tell, if i just want to tell and don't expect many advices. Actually i want to share my dreams to you, my future hubby, whoever you are, I still don't know it. Maybe someone near me, or someone who came from distant place.