beautiful in white

Haahhh.. this mid test is so tiring. There are ten subjects in this week and it's so frustating. This morning i study while listening a song from west life.. Beautiful in white, i start to love this song. Let's sing togather..

Not sure if you know this
But when we first met
I got so nervous
I couldn't speak
In that very moment I found the one and
My life had found it's missing piece
So as long as I live I love you
will have and hold you
You look so beautiful in white
And from now to my very last breath
This day I'll cherish
You look so beautiful in white
Tonight
What we have is timeless
My love is endless
And with this ring I say to the world
You're my every reason
You're all that I believe in
with all my heart I mean every word
So as long as I live I love you
will have and hold you
You look so beautiful in white
And from now to my very last breath
This day I'll cherish
You look so beautiful in white
Tonight
Oooooh oh
Na na na na na
You look so beautiful in white
Tonight
And if our daughter's what our future holds
I hope she has your eyes
finds love like you and I did
Yeah, I wish she falls in love
and I will let her go
I'll walk her down the aisle
She'll look so beautiful in white.....
You look so beautiful
In white
So as long as I live I love you
will have and hold you
You look so beautiful in white
And from now to my very last breath
This day I'll cherish
You look so beautiful in white
Tonight
"You look so beautiful in a white tonight"


taken form MetroLyrics 

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Tuhan Engkau Maha Baik.. mungkin hanya aku yang tak tau diri. Engkau berikan banyak hal, Engkau beri ku jawaban atas berbagai pertanyaan ku dahulu. Apa aku egois, jika aku terus meminta banyak hal padaMu??? Tapi tentu aku harus baik kepadaMu pula kan??? Terimaksih...

Yaa.. iam busy recently. go in the morning and just coming home at evening. Tired??? of course. But i feel alive with all this bussiness.
Taking twenty six "sks" is so complicated but that's what i choose.
Joining an organisastion on campus that's also what i choose, but I seem to regret with it,
This three comittes i wish i can do the best for them.
Helping my mom to run her new bussiness, i am happy i can do it.

little by little I began to find the answer of my questions in the past and I understand now...

Thanks God,
You are the one and only one ...

to be honest,  I am grateful for having you...

why it's become harder and harder everyday and also become more complicated. Then what should i do? tell me...

if i could write a story, i really want to write our own. I believe it will take much pages, and it will be very long story because of what we have passed so far, six years isn't a short time.  Unfortunately, till now i haven't succeed to write it, I confuse how i have to start, from where and when. I always try and, but it always stopped in the middle too, or even just after some pages.

I don't know how to start and how to end it. We still in the middle of this story right now, and i can't guess how's the ending. But I wish it will be a happy ending story.

I've read many books, and someday i want to read our happy ending story.

I know 6 years isn't a short time to us, or even 12 years. But now isn't also our time. I think about it sometimes but i still don't have enough courage to take that big decision for my life. But i don't know I still confused about it. 

We have to be firm to our self, i don't want to break any rules that we still have, and i also don't want to ruin everything we keep this far. When i'm week you have to keep strong and remember me, and me too when you're weak i have to keep strong, 

I've said, the one who can determine everything happen to us just God. But we still have to ask. And at the end, after everything we do, after everything we've pray, God still doesn't unite us, then that is the best for us. And we have to accept it no matter what, maybe behind this Allah has someone better for us.