Dear mom..

Maybe you won't read this writing since you don't know my blog or how to use google to find this, but this is how i can  express my feeling for you. I love you so much, and i am sorry i can't tell or express it clearly to you.

Mom... I am so glad that God still gives you times with us, and i wish it will be longer and longer. And thank's for everything, thanks for raising me up with all your love, thanks for always give me everything i need. I am so sorry if i often mad at you, or make you mad, upset, sad. I am sorry for giving you bitterness, but i wish someday i can bring you to happiness and sweetness. I never want you cry, i want to make you proud of me. Alhamdulillahi Jaza Killahu Khoiro.. Semoga Allah memberkahi kita semua, memberikan umur panjang, kemudahan, segala yang barokah kepadamu. Dan do'akan anakmu agar bisa membahagiakanmu.

I love you forever...

For someone, who (may) wants to be a part of my live...

Dear you..

How are you, is it life getting harder??? Life is always getting harder everyday.. all we can do are just to work hard and prays. My life is also getting harder and harder. With all of this situations happen. You... i will tell you something, being with me isn't easy dear.. You've to be stronger than me if you want to be a part of my life because i need that one.

Maybe.. you always see i smile, i laugh, it just something like camouflage, maybe they think that my life is quite perfect. But to tell you the truth, I am having a hard time now, but i always pretend that everything is alright, however i am crying inside.

Happy Sunday everyone..

Please do not mad at me, because I make your home dirty, with the gloomy writing. Yahh.. it is still about my dreams. There is a proveb said "The best way to predict our future is with create it" and let's create our future together dear..

Let's make a timeline start from this time..

September, 2015 - I still in my 5th semester. This semester i want to have speaking class in an english course. I want to increasing my speaking skill in english of course because i have Business English subject this semester, beside it i want to preparing my self to have an IELTS next year. And let's study hard, so my GPA will increasing.

December, 2015 - I want to have a simulation IELTS exam. 

Januari - Februari, 2016 - I want to go to Pare and have an intensive course there, ofcourse to prepare the exam.

March/April, 2016 - Let's have The IELTS test. And try to get at least 6 for every part. Bismillah...

July-August, 2016 - Take an internship in a good company. 

November/December, 2016 - Enroll the Work and Holiday visa. It will take long time, so i have to be patience.

Jan/March, 2017 - Graduation ceremony. Aamiin

April/Mei, 2017 - Bismillah.. Semoga sudah bisa nginjak tanah Adelaide/Perth. Aamiin. Living there for a year. May be i'll have very hard time there, but it's the risks. I've to face it.

2019 - Let's have a long enough trip, baby. Trip around South East Asia.

2020 - Bismillah... Go to German to have a master degree and living there for 3 years maybe. 

2022 - Let's have a long enough trip around Europe.

2023/2024 - Mecca and Madina

2025 - Canada and America

that's my future prediction. Yet.. we just arrange the plan, and take it to God. He will determines it for us. But don't forget to pray and work very hard. 

@NNurhafidhah

Dreams...

Hai everyone, (who you mean everyone? seems like you have a reader, haha)

How's life? is it getting harder? 

long time no write this blog.. last update on April and it has been almost three months. Then, what's make me want to write? Because i have something that should be told. For me this is the best "place" to tell, if i just want to tell and don't expect many advices. Actually i want to share my dreams to you, my future hubby, whoever you are, I still don't know it. Maybe someone near me, or someone who came from distant place.

5 cm

5 cm, a novel from Donny Dhirgantoro, I just finished read this novel and i love this novel. I have watched this movie before, but i get many lessons after read this. Maybe, it's late to read it now, because it's has been published since 2005, and i just read in 2015. Haa.. where are you going for this 10 years, Novi????

This novel told us to never stop dreaming, and put your dream 5 cm in front of your eyes, don't let that drean cover your eyes, let it hangs up there, so you can see it, and you will always try to reach it...

This Novel tells about 6 friends who successfully climb to the top of MAHAMERU, the highest peak in Java (3.767 AMSL) with heavy struggle. In a part, there is one figure who said,"Once you've successfully to climb, you'll be addicted. And it's ABSOLUTELY TRUE!!!! hiking is addict.

Last year, i've climbed to Gunung Purba peak, and i want it more and more, try to climb another peak. IT'S TOTALLY ADDICT.

MAHAMERU,,, you'll go to the list of my dreams.

Hai, apa kabar hati yang lelah?? Semoga kamu baik dan akan selalu baik.